I do not want to become unfair in its fullest sense and so I guess it’s time for me to finally speak about my real feelings.
I am quitting. It may not be a good Christmas gift for him but it would be worst to not let him know about how I feel.
It is sad that I fell out of love after we have started building our dreams together.
But I think it is still better that I realized it this time before it becomes too late.
I am sincerely sorry. It is my deepest apology. I just hope that you can also forgive me in time.