I never imagined that three days before my birthday I will be crying again. It was not an ordinary crying moment. It hurts me a lot that brought me into so much tears and sleepless night. I feel so much devastated thinking about what might happen next to an unsuccessful relationship. I know I should not just give up on this even though I would need to come to office wearing a kind of shades or just a cheap glasses to conceal my swollen eyes due to too much crying. I hope and pray that this depressing instance would soon pass.