Just today I bumped into an old photo of mine with me holding a bunch of flowers four years ago. It was one of the most surprising days I ever had – our 25th month together. I remember the moment when I came home. I was about to change clothes then so I immediately went upstairs. When I reached the top, I wonder why our huge water container is blocking my way so I opened it up to see what’s in there. When I took of the the cover a bouquet of flower showed up with a note coming from my man saying Happy monthsary mami. I could say I was a spoiled girl and still I am up to this day.
Yesterday, I have experienced the feeling of being stricken by guilt when I initially refused to help a sick someone who has thrown me a lot of heart crushing words. I felt shaking when I get up the staircase knowing that there is a better way and a rightful thing to do. I asked for an advice and I stumbled into the following verses:
It maybe is one of the hardest things a person needs to bear for you know that you need to do the right thing even when you really don’t feel at ease on it. Pray for it and believe that all things will fall into its proper places. What’s important is that you will never regret doing the right thing.
I have decided that we will be moving in another place regardless if we will be able to work things out or not. I hope it is as easy as operating a cool behringer xenyx x1204usb 12-channel mixer but it is not. More than just the money, time and effort it involves emotions. This could mean a huge adjustment but I guess this is the right thing to do – to resolve the issues and to avoid further conflicts. We may have gone through a lot of pain and hardships but these will not stop if nobody would give way to a change. We need to change ourselves, we need to change our ways. With or without each other, I know we can move on.
All of a sudden our need for a kind of vox amplug metal headphone amp at guitar center disappeared. This day though our 38th month of being together does not seem to be worthy of a celebration. It has been a week of quarrel and I still have no clue of there is still a way for us to patch things up and reconcile. We have not talked about things yet and nobody seems to be ready about expressing feelings relative to it. I am maybe on the denial stage and those instances when I see myself being pulled apart again but I am hoping that this would be fixed even not to the point of pursuing our love story. 🙁
We started celebrating yesterday and yes it is our third year together. I wish there is Motion detection Camera to record all the happenings and the happiness that we’ve shared.
Our first day was spent in Island Cove where we did tour on the Animal Island saw different species and even tried feeding a Crocodile. After that we enjoyed the cool water in the Oceania till dusk. On our way home we stopped by a restaurant and munched on some Crispy Pata.
On the main event, we attended mass went to the grocery after and had brunch out. In the afternoon, we let the children play alone or I’d rather say we took some time alone and watched movie, exchanged gifts and decided to have dinner at home.
Generally, it was all fun. At least we had it celebrated the simplest way where we were both satisfied.
We need to take advantage of our time together as a family since tonight is gonna be the first of our last two nights together. Daddy will take the night shift again starting Monday. We waited for him to get home tonight so we can have our dinner together. After eating and further clean-up of the table and our body as well we went straight to the room and watch the last night of The Battles portion of The Voice of the Philippines. Moments like this including the tickles and laughter is simply priceless something you can treasure the most- bonding time, quality time with the family. =)
It’s been two (2) years and seven (7) months from the time you got my two big doughnuts. Remember the scene, when we were just sitting on the seashore watching those stars and the skies and flickering lights from the vessels afar. That was the day when you had your braces installed in your teeth, the thing that you are claiming as the reason why I fell in love with you. Do I have to admit that as one of the factors indeed? But I guess it really doesn’t matter. It was my heart who has spoken for you. I love you since then and hope this love will last until our last breath. Happy 31st monthsary dadi!
It was five years ago when I suddenly lose the motivation to go to work. Though I am aware that I may pop up anytime I just didn’t feel working that day and so I just stayed at home. During the night around 8pm 23rd of June when my water bag broke unexpectedly. My aunt started to scout for somebody who can take me to the hospital at that very moment. In the hospital, the labor pain started which lasted for almost twenty-three hours until I finally signed a waiver allowing my Obstetrician-Gynecologist to cut my tummy instead. Few minutes passed, at 7 o’clock in the evening when my son John Marcus Adrian finally came out. I never had any regrets of bearing him for nine months inside my womb and I can even say that the experience is indeed one of the joys of being a mother. Happy 5th birthday coi-coi! You know how momi loves you so much.
My son is turning five (5) on June 24 and I am thinking of something to give him. If only he knew how to play like an exceptional classical guitars at musicians friend then I would not have a problem giving him one since he is into music as well. However, he was asking for a gadget lately, a tablet for him to play games with. But I am actually having second thought on this as it my disturb him in his studies. I still have three days to think about it further. I want to surprise him and give him a happy birthday indeed.
I did insist hubby to stay at home aside from he was expecting somebody I just wanted to be home for the weekend. There are a lot of things to do to at home to make the day worthwhile for the family. And so we just decided to have some sort of movie marathon and X-Men have become our choice.
I wonder how it feels to be a mutant. What if the same school for the gifted youngsters exists in this world? Who might be the one to handle them? Could it be managed well to maintain peace and order?
I intended not to greet my husband since he really does not like to be given with well wishes ahead. If I did he will not exert effort for the special day. Since I did not throw him the first greetings I was in anticipation of something from him but I did get something for him as a gift. It maybe is really simple in its sense but still it is the thought that counts. And so when we get home he told me that he was suppose to buy me flowers as he usually does but since he can no longer locate the store where he always avail of one he just said that he was sorry about it. That instance stopped me to think that I would be receiving a thing from him. I was about to change my clothes when I saw a paper bag hanging on the knob of my closet then I saw a denim mini skirt inside the bag and a dedication outside saying “Mami, Happy 27th Monthsary”.
It was touching for me never really expecting anything but that did not end there he came upstairs offering me a glass of water but it was already half filled when it was handed to me. I am about to return the almost emptied glass to him while telling him “you offered me water but it was you who drunk it” when suddenly I heard a sound from the glass and so I noticed that something was inside. When I looked into it, I realized that it was a ring – a silver infinity ring which he let me wore (though it doesn’t fit my ring finger). What my husband did really surprised me and I can say that it was an effective attempt.
I feel more than I have been embraced with fur coats for women for the love that I felt when my husband surprised me last night. He invited me for a dinner but before we went out he asked me to change my clothes teasing me that I was being smelly. Hurriedly I went upstairs so worried that my office mates were able to smell me really bad in the shuttle service when I was on my way home. When I reached the top of the stairs I saw this huge container drum blocking my way and so I asked my husband if there has been any water interruption during the day when they had to accumulate and save water. When I tried to lift the container I found out that the cover did not fit and so it opened up. I was so surprised to see a bunch of flower with a note from my husband saying “Happy 25th Monthsary”. It was so sweet and something I really never thought about. When my husband knew that I already saw his present he shouted “come on, I am just joking, you need not change your dress coz you don’t really smell bad”. So we had our simpledinner in a mini specialty restaurant.