I don’t care about wedding before as I am afraid of it, afraid that it may not succeed just like what has happened to my parent’s marriage. But of course I still dream of wearing something like Reeds diamond ring in my finger with or without a ceremony. It gives me some sense of assurance and security somehow.
For now, I just have to wait for the right time as I don’t like to force things to happen.There are still a lot of issues to be resolved, arrangement to be settled or cases to be closed. These may just be a matter of acceptance but obviously these are easier said than done.
